I need to grow up & handle my problems instead of avoiding them. My depression always lead to suicidal thoughts & drinking was as close to feeling dead that I was willing to do. When I drink a lot I felt numb, no care, no emotion, I was just there. But reality has always been there the next morning. I lost a lot by drinking to but instead of crying over it I’m gonna use this as a lesson. I’m grateful to still be here & to work on myself. I just hope I don’t forget to stay strong.
Im glad you figured out that drinking does not solve the problems